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New moon in Virgo✨

I have been feeling this coming cycle point very strongly. It seems there is a strong healing theme in the collective. I have been brought into beautiful conflicts which have been shattering the core of my being. The theme seems to be this what I have been writing about, collaboration, give and take, stepping into equality from hierarchy, communication, being very clear of what you actually want to create into your life, freedom, from survival to thriving- what is your way out and in, into the flow.

It has been also a time for deep emotional and physical release, many things seem to be shifting at the same time. Feeling so grateful of the triggering situations and people in my life, you give me so much understanding of myself. And also the highly synchronistic happenings, just wow, amazing people are finding their way to me like magic. So this is how creation feels like, pretty awesome I must say.

I have also felt a huge need to slow down, with a exclamation mark! Every step I take, I constantly hear a notion to go even more slow, chill, take it easy. And I find myself having a hard time giving myself a freedom to take my time. Everything is happening simultaneously anyways, so why the rush?

And this rush actually brought me to meet my mother wound. I have a mother who has a really hard time ever stopping and just feeling, which is as I now understand her undeveloped animus trying to take charge of the situation with my father and his undeveloped anima, and hence this constant battle of control and submission/withdraw, both always feeding each other with the opposite energy. Very interesting stuff. This has given me the curiosity to feel into my need of constant doing.

And as this new moon is being born, I feel a strong pull to drop into my feelings, my being, sensing what is true for me in this moment. My mind always have so many good ideas to ponder, but not today. I will be dedicating this day to full sensory body experience. After this message, will put my phone away, continue my fasting and just drop into the space where my wisdom lies, in my body and presence.

Joyful creation to all you dear co-travellers✨

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