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The road calls me again

I’m feeling the familiar tingling under my skin. Activation from the knowing, road is open again. It’s like everything shines a bit brighter all of a sudden. The static is finding coherence, creating a energetic stepping stone for me. From hibernation to incubation. Information in the seed is awakening, like YES! Finally!

These solar flares have been pushing my core armor into a braking point. I cannot resist the pull of light. Destiny is beating strong in the current of my blood.

The last couple of years have been much about embracing my gypsy soul, my wandering feet and my beautiful restless heart. For a long time I thought I was wrong, that I was suppose to to settle and there was just somekinda defect preventing me to do that.

I remember the first time it came upon me, the embracing of my wanderlust. It was after I gave up my last stable home and most of my furniture and other homely things. I started my travels, which are still ongoing after 1,5years.

I have realized how movement makes me happy, it makes me feel alive. It makes it easier to sense my purpose. Staying still is like closing my eyes, I drop into (sometimes much needed) darkness, stillness. I do notice that my still moments are evolving into more vibrant aliveness, rather than murky still swamps. The dance is more present, I’m more flexible even when still.

But ah, alas now when the road is calling again, the light of my heart gets stronger, acting as a ”spiritual headlamp” showing the way. Movement is rarely in the dark, it’s where I shine and with every step, just getting stronger. Like playing ”hot or cold” with the universe.

I feel like dancing and singing. I’m in the process of saying goodbyes to the desert after wandering here for 40days like Jesus. I’ve been tempted too, but using my sacred scripture the way has bewn shown to me. It is not possible to go sleep anymore, I cannot go back. The Holy Spirit is leading me into the garden of Eden. Amazon awaits.

The beauty of contrast and the gift of realism.

At the base of my design, my purpose lies Limitation, the archetype of structure and form. This key teaches that divine order is not restrictive but creative. It gives shape to the infinite. When limitation is resisted, it feels like pressure, contraction, or being “stuck.” But when embraced, it becomes a crucible for refinement.

The Gift of Realism (my natural movement) awakens when I meet limitation without trying to escape it. I begin to perceive reality as sacred geometry, where every boundary is purposeful. This third line gives me a rhythm of movement . Learning by engaging with life, testing what works, experimenting with form until integrity emerges.

At its highest frequency, Justice shines as the Siddhi. Profound equilibrium where all polarities find balance. Sensing the divine symmetry in existence and becoming a channel for natural law, rather than personal will. My path of surrender.

Let’s go!