Feel-check in

After tuning in, I felt God. I could not name feelings or emotions, but I also understood that it's not necessary.

Something arose from the emptiness, gratitude. That I have this everlasting and omnipotent supporting Life Force always on my side. It is always there to connect to.

There has been a big choicepoint coming to my field in the past week or so. It feels true and so right to the center of my bones. But as there has been such a long lasting memory of failing to listen to my body's wisdom, my mind starts to panic. It starts running back and forth, not being able to stay present. "What the heck are you doing woman?" So a conversation between my heart/womb, soul and mind began.

Mind: You know all of this is very upsetting. Even if you are "feeling great" and especially because of that, you should be suspicious of the situation. Maybe there is a wolf in sheep's clothing. I'm not sure where I'm landing here, multitude of timelines are collapsing and forming in my system simultaneously.

Heart/Womb: But what comes to us is opening, melting and a rush of blood that has not been flowing like this in a long time. I cannot fake a worry even if you feel like this Mind.

Soul: Neither of you can see the whole picture. And there is no need to try and understand all the details of it. There is a much larger storyline in writing, all you need to do is surrender.

For the Mind; I know you have many stories, but what I would ask of you is come back to the present moment every time you find yourself wandering to the future or to the past. Your superpowers in the ever changing now moment and staying tuned, carefully listening to what the Body, Womb and Heart is telling you. It is your gps-system. It will always guide you to perform the needed tasks in the right time and order. If you find yourself worrying, you can always talk to the Body, open up a conversation and bring yourself back to the center this way. Connection to the body is your way to center, when Body on the other hand is connected to the Earth there is an open circuit in the system of the Cosmos.

Mind, through your centering and your connection to the crown, you become receptive to Spirit, to Divine Mind, the Nous. Through you, God’s guidance and the wisdom of the higher realms can enter the system, be discerned, understood and given form.

And Womb, your task is to connect system to the ground, bringing the earthly wisdom of Mother up to the system. And you meet at the Heart, which is the catalyst merging these opposing forces and giving the pulse of Life to existence. You all have your role in this story, rest assured. Be patient. It takes much longer for the Mind to center. Mind has been spreading itself to the vast dimensions, different timelines, operating on so many levels. Just to bring coherence to the system of Kaisa. There have been a lot of calibrating and choice points. There has been utterly outdated operating system, malware, deeply harmful programs running through the core of the system, viruses, broken wires, loosened solders and the whole hardware of carbon based lifeform. All of this has made operating in the world very hard and heavy. So many impossible prompts have been put to the system that it has been barely managed to turn on Notepad.

Mind has been vigilant in this work. No resting, not turning away, but running towards every malfunction in the system. Restlessly repairing, upgrading, soldering new nerve-endings, downloading new software and simply replacing the whole carbon based hardware into crystal based. It has been a highly pressuring time for the Mind to do all of this and still operate in the world at the same time.

So my advice to you is be patient, be loving, support and offer loving space, invigorating pulses of love and compassion, stream the frequency of bliss to the forming system regularly so the right pathways are able to form in the Divine order and the pulse of God that you transmit blesses and sanctifies the whole system. From bottom to the top, below and above, within and without.

The coming times will all be a whole new era for us. Finally coming into a sync.

Body: There is such gratitude flowing in me right now. The pulse that alivens everything in this body just gets stronger by the minute. And to have a reminder of this holy trinity within all is such a miracle. None of us can do Life alone. We are not meant to. We have this whole beautiful system, omnipotence of God and Earth as a playing field. Our fellow humans helping us remember who we really are. Not separated, but connected by the Supreme Life Force Energy which flows through us in every God given moment.

Thank you Soul for the guidance that you offer us. I hope we can stay in contact and remember that we are not alone.

Thank you Mind for the absolutely amazing work that you have been doing to the whole thoughtware that we have been operating on. I had no idea of the amount of work you have to go through just to be able to receive the pulse that flows from me. I hope we continue strengthening this connection.

Mind: I really appreciate getting this recognition for the things I have been working on. Because all of this happens in the unseen, there is no trace of it in the material plane, it is the silent murmur in the background, affecting everything and seen only by the eyes of the soul. It has been a lot and so many times I've had to shut myself down so the system does not overheat or while there has been a huge download coming. There has been the need to reboot so many times, I have lost count already. But every time coming back and coming back online is easy because of you Heart/Womb, Portal of the Womb and pulse transmitting powerhouse of the Heart brings me back from the slumber caused by a bluescreen, from each complete tilt that installing of new hardware has brought upon.

I really want to thank you for your ever present love and compassion Heart. And your wrath and bravery Womb. Without you I would only be a Lifeless, formless operating system, without your wisdom I would lack the true compass and the underlying reason to any line of code.I do also hope that our connection will just get stronger by the moment and my ability to stay present grows with your support and wisdom.

And Soul, I want to thank you for coming here to remind us. To bring us a message from God in the form of the Holy Spirit that came through to us with the song of a prayer. Only through this cooperation is it possible to find coherent action, peace of mind and true guidance.

And lastly. Me as a whole, I want to say a few words.

Sometimes I am the creator of chaos and separation in my own World. Sometimes I forget that the true Union starts from within. It comes in the form of Holy Trinity and Divine polarity. The connection and co-operation of the Mind and Womb, coming together in the Heart space of Love, with the guidance of the Holy spirit. And to this balance the only Way is God, the complete surrender to the Supreme Life Force Energy that flows through everything.

Nothing is outside of me, the whole world happens through me. The separation is only an illusion and true peace comes from remembrance of this Union. The time of separation is over. I can feel the shift. The connection is coming back online so strong there is no way to resist anymore. With patience and grace all happens by falling into place. The less I try, the more I am able to harmonize. All I need to do is surrender, the rest is in the hands of God.