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Another round with the sun..

The day that celebrates my birth. I am welcoming this new way of being with such ease and joy.

I remember always being a bit anxious about birthdays, wanting them to be really special but also wanting someone else to make them special.

Now I notice there has been a shift. Not actually waiting or wanting much from the outside, but seeing and witnessing the amazing life I have created for myself.

The thing I wanted to gift myself has evolved as my birthday approached. First part was coming to the red sea, enjoying fruits and the sea. But the next part was a complete surprise and one thing I have been dreaming for a long time.

This vision started coming to me few years ago when fruitarian lifestyle was opening up to me strongly. And what I felt was, what a dream would it be to live in the tropics, with the likeminded individuals who also strive to live in harmony with nature, creating a whole new way of being, the manifestation of ”what is human nature”, what is the place, invironment and activities that nurture my soul. Playful, musical, colourful, abundant, freedom based, non-attachment, cyclical-elemental-minimal. The space of love for my being to bloom into it’s true form.

Well, with these dreams close to my heart I have been walking these couple of years, the vision just coming more vivid, more close to me as I have been shedding everything that was still in the way of my self. I was holding a lot of beliefs and programming of scarcity and lack, not being worthy, and these ideas led me to situation that mirrored them back to me.

After so much of the letting go, the dying, the burning and fermentation, something new, a fresh new shoot is emerging..

So my next chapter takes me to live my dream closest that I have ever known. Fruitfarm in Ecuador, it is time that I can meet this land that seems to be calling me in many forms. I’ve already been contacted by the elementals and I know that they wait for me to come. The next initiation of my sacred mission awaits.

I want to thank all you beautiful people that have been sending me wishes of goodness. I feel lucky to have such amazing people, new and old friends in my life.

May my life be a prayer and celebration, not only one day of the year but each and every sunrise renewing my vows to the Divine🙏